Bulan 4

Oh APRIL!!
Permulaan entry yang tidak sihat untuk readers.Kalau anda baca satu ayat pon dah cukup baik.Kalau nak lagi berkhasiat,saya menyuruh anda tamatkan sahaja pembacaan ini yang belum tentu berfaedah.huhu
Saya sangat serabut,jiwa kacau,minda yang kecewa.Berantakan dibuatnya.Makin lama saya makin tertekan.Macam-macam dan semacam berlaku.
By virtue of my eneventful life,i failed to get the desire of mine fullfilled.Usually in my uselessness i am either happy or frust with my life.In either case, i am never sure of what did I do deserve it.I try to look back to the decisions i have taken in the past and what led to it.I was amazed to find that mostly i end up doing a thing because i do not want to do the other thing.
The decision made.I was quite at peace.That was until unnerving thought came to my mind.Exactly about some of the decisions i had taken previously.
April make me feel tired,feel frust,feel unappreciated,feel dissatisfied,feel pressure.Tiada langsung 'feel fresh'
Aduhai April,cepatlah berlalu pergi.Some days i feel like i can't handle it anymore.Paling teruk,April juga membuatkan i feel dissapointed in everything in my life.The more i give,the more i lose.Until now i lose everything yang penting-penting.April yang teruk,tinggal dua minggu lagi.Mudah-mudahan penghujungnya ada kesenangan dan jalan keluar daripada semua belenggu ini.There's something i need to do myself.i don't feel successful enough.
Secara kebetulan,ada seorang cikgu di sini yang bernama April Ong.Nasib baik emosi masih stabil.Tidaklah sampai meluat naik menyampah kalau tengok muka dia ataupun memanggil namanya.haha(sori ye Miss April.awak sangat menghiburkan sebenarnya)
Melampau sangat kalau sebab nama dia April,saya angin satu badan,sedangkan cikgu April langsung tidak bersalah.hehe
Tiba-tiba saya rasa lagu 'Bila April' by Dr Fazley adalah amat menjengkelkan.arghh...PERGI KAU!!!